And I know I'm dead on the surface..

But I am screaming underneath

And time is on your side
Its on your side now
Not pushing you down
And all around, no
It's no cause for concern

Stuck on the end of this ball and chain
And I'm on my way back down again
Stood on a bridge, tied to the noose
Sick to the stomach
You can say what you mean
But it won't change a thing
I'm sick of the secrets
Stood on the edge, tied to a noose
You came along and you cut me loose

Amsterdam- Coldplay
I played this song last year on this day
It was a bad day and everything that happened
sticks out like a sore thumb...
other than the bad memories this song is amazing

took this photo over the weekend... Which was incredible as always. We are in Bailey Brothers on 280, one of the last stops on our journey, and Joey was playing around on the acoustics. good stuff. Wrestlemania 08 was fun and interesting.. meet some pretty cool guys. Had Iguana grill ..and yes take out is just as good as being there. fun times. I worked on a painting for Mollie and Jarrod this past week. Really just for Jarrod it was his birthday present from Mollie. I ended up really liking it... Here's some shots of the finished productI wrote inside Africa the lyrics of One by U2.. amazing song. Go read them and enjoy. Or listen the song speaks volumes. Today I realized just how stupid and forgetful I can be... A year ago yesterday I heard about this website Future Me so I checked it out and decided to vent on it. Its this website that is setup where you write emails to your future self or to a friend and it holds them and sends them on the day you pick... So I did 2 and had them set to send a year from that day. which was yesterday.. I didn't get my email until today but the other was sent to a very close friend yesterday. I am praying I don't upset her... because I went back to read it and it was brutal but honest and with love. Interesting concept just very taboo. Mine was very dark.. thank goodness I'm out of my deep hole. I really can't believe I forgot all about them.


grace and peace
merl