Thursday, October 30

Dear Mr President...

Come take a walk with me.
Let's pretend we're just two people and
You're not better than me.
I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly.

What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street?
Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep?
What do you feel when you look in the mirror?
Are you proud?

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry?
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye?
How do you walk with your head held high?
Can you even look me in the eye
And tell me why


Dear Mr President-P!nk

I'm in my car listening to the Ipod and jamming when Dear Mr President came on my shuffle. I'm a huge fan of P!nk and her quirkiness, creativity and raw vocals but I was not impressed with this song. In fact I was kind of sickened by it. I had listened to it before but never really cared for it [like all artists who think that it is appropriate to bash something they don't agree with] because I, to be honest, don't really care about their "opinion" on politics, religion, etc. I appreciate good art [any art form from music, paint, dance] however it gets tiring listening to the nagging for the sake of art. Get a new vision this one is over done. I have been in this weird mood about the Presidential election coming up and the continuous nagging and basically bitching that has been going on across America. I'm tired of peoples opinion and screaming and art that involves Bush in any way. Give the poor guy a break... seriously If I had to run this pathetic group of basically stupid sheep or really whining babies I would probably kill you all. But that's my human, fleshy opinion so let me do you one better. We placed this man in office TWICE and for eight years he has put up with our crap that we have thrown at him. I'm impressed. He got into office after an idiot, who basically coasted through his term, ruffled some feathers and he had to reap the consequences. Not even a year into his term and he had to deal with 9/11. Talk about a bad hand dealt... geez. Americans lives in your hands and you've got a death toll 2,974 not a good day. So as far as Bush, I tip my hat to man who dealt with a lot and put in a position that ultimately sucked. I may not agree with everything he does [or did] but I do have to support and pray for him... lift him and the men around him up because they are our leaders. 

The God I serve tells me this in His Word.
Romans 13
1-3Be a good citizen. All governments are under God. Insofar as there is peace and order, it's God's order. So live responsibly as a citizen. If you're irresponsible to the state, then you're irresponsible with God, and God will hold you responsible. Duly constituted authorities are only a threat if you're trying to get by with something. Decent citizens should have nothing to fear.

 3-5Do you want to be on good terms with the government? Be a responsible citizen and you'll get on just fine, the government working to your advantage. But if you're breaking the rules right and left, watch out. The police aren't there just to be admired in their uniforms. God also has an interest in keeping order, and he uses them to do it. That's why you must live responsibly—not just to avoid punishment but also because it's the right way to live.

 6-7That's also why you pay taxes—so that an orderly way of life can be maintained. Fulfill your obligations as a citizen. Pay your taxes, pay your bills, respect your leaders.

 8-10Don't run up debts, except for the huge debt of love you owe each other. When you love others, you complete what the law has been after all along. The law code—don't sleep with another person's spouse, don't take someones life, don't take what isn't yours, don't always be wanting what you don't have, and any other "don't" you can think of—finally adds up to this: Love other people as well as you do yourself. You can't go wrong when you love others. When you add up everything in the law code, the sum total is love.

 11-14But make sure that you don't get so absorbed and exhausted in taking care of all your day-by-day obligations that you lose track of the time and doze off, oblivious to God. The night is about over, dawn is about to break. Be up and awake to what God is doing! God is putting the finishing touches on the salvation work he began when we first believed. We can't afford to waste a minute, must not squander these precious daylight hours in frivolity and indulgence, in sleeping around and dissipation, in bickering and grabbing everything in sight. Get out of bed and get dressed! Don't loiter and linger, waiting until the very last minute. Dress yourselves in Christ, and be up and about!

"Blessed is the man who doesn't walk in the counsel of the wicked, nor stand in the way of sinners, nor sit in the seat of scoffers." Psalm 1:1

"If a ruler listens to lies, all of his officials are wicked." Proverbs 29:12

"For by wise guidance you wage your war; and victory is in many advisors." Proverbs 24:6

"Test all things, and hold firmly that which is good. Abstain from every form of evil."1 Thessalonians 5:21,22

"Beloved, don't believe every spirit, but test the spirits, whether they are of God, because many false prophets have gone out into the world." 1 John 4:1

"Get wisdom. Get understanding. Don't forget, neither swerve from the words of my mouth. Don't forsake her, and she will preserve you. Love her, and she will keep you. Wisdom is supreme. Get wisdom. Yes, though it costs all your possessions, get understanding. Esteem her, and she will exalt you. She will bring you to honor, when you embrace her." Proverbs 4:5-8

"Your commandments make me wiser than my enemies, for your commandments are always with me. I have more understanding than all my teachers, for your testimonies are my meditation. I understand more than the aged, because I have kept your precepts." Psalm 119:98-100

"I exhort therefore, first of all, that petitions, prayers, intercessions, and givings of thanks, be made for all men: for kings and all who are in high places; that we may lead a tranquil and quiet life in all godliness and reverence. For this is good and acceptable in the sight of God our Savior; who desires all people to be saved and come to full knowledge of the truth." 1 Timothy 2:1-4

Let every soul be in subjection to the higher authorities, for there is no authority except from God, and those who exist are ordained by God. Therefore he who resists the authority, withstands the ordinance of God; and those who withstand will receive to themselves judgment. For rulers are not a terror to the good work, but to the evil. Do you desire to have no fear of the authority? Do that which is good, and you will have praise from the same, for he is a servant of God to you for good. But if you do that which is evil, be afraid, for he doesn't bear the sword in vain; for he is a minister of God, an avenger for wrath to him who does evil. Therefore you need to be in subjection, not only because of the wrath, but also for conscience' sake. For this reason you also pay taxes, for they are ministers of God's service, attending continually on this very thing. Romans 13:1-6 WEB (I like this version and just in case you didn't get it the first time )

God has told us to respect our leaders. Nagging and pushing them down every chance we get does not make our lives easy... in fact quite the opposite. They make decisions that affect our kids, our paychecks, our safety, our way of life basically. I'm not just talking about the President but every official, officer, teacher, manager, boss, youth leader, pastor, mother and father [the list goes on]. They are our leaders. I posted a pick of Obama because to be honest it's disturbing... I'm not bashing, I'm concerned. I'm undeclared because I don't have faith in any of the contenders running but I do know this. I will in NO way waist my vote and my voice in this election. In the photo and most of the events Obama attended he did not not salute or pay respect to our flag which represents this country in every way... It represents our men and women in Iraq who fighting for not only his safety but the entire countries. Meaning Yours, mine and everybody around us. That flag represents the deaths of thousands who stood for this country in the same way. It represents freedom and liberty. It represents you and me. For a man who is about to be put in a position that will represent our country in a very important way I would expect him to have a little respect. Really to be honest in the times we are living in right now he needs to have a lot of damn respect. It's not acceptable, cute, or even remotely funny and someone who doesn't respect me or my country will not have my vote. When I was first picking and dissecting each contender [even in the beginning] It came down to Giuliani and Obama, who were the people I most agreed with. But after G bowed out I studied up on Obama a bit more and was disturbed. I will NOT put a man [who represents us in every way] in office who has a socialist agenda and I will not support him. I'm not gonna push my opinion on you or banter on with facts and push my case but you have to understand this is very important. The decission we make will affect us in a BIG way. Research who you are voting for people... don't be ignorant. Pray for God protect us, guide us and give us wisdom in these hard times. AND please don't waist your vote and really your voice.


grace and peace

Wednesday, October 29

State the obvious,

I didn’t get my perfect fantasy
I realized you love yourself
More that you could ever love me
So go and tell your friends
That I’m obsessive and crazy,
That’s fine 
I’ll tell mine 
You’re gay,
And by the way,

I hate that stupid old pickup truck,
You never let me drive
You’re a redneck, heartbreak
Who’s really been a lie
So watch me strike a match 
On all my wasted time
As far as I’m concerned,
You’re just another picture to burn.

There’s no time for tears
I’m just sitting here planning my revenge
There’s nothing stopping me
From going out with all of your best friends
And if you come around saying’ sorry to me
My daddy’s going to show you how sorry you’ll be

‘Cause I hate that stupid old pickup truck,
You never let me drive
You’re a redneck, heartbreak
Who’s really been a lie, yeah
So watch me strike a match 
On all my wasted time
As far as I’m concerned,
You’re just another picture to burn.

And if you’re missing me
You better keep it to yourself
‘Cause coming back around here
Would be bad for your health

‘Cause I hate that stupid old pickup truck,
You never let me drive
You’re a redneck, heartbreak
Who’s really been a lie, yeah
So watch me strike a match 
On all my wasted time
In case you haven’t heard, 

I really, really hate that stupid old pickup truck,
You never let me drive
You’re a redneck, heartbreak
Who’s really been a lie, yeah
So watch me strike a match 
On all my wasted time
As far as I’m concerned,
You’re just another picture to burn.
Burn, burn, burn, baby burn.
Just another picture to burn
Baby burn 

Picture to Burn-Taylor Swift
My reasoning behind posting this is not because I have 
a deep love for Taylor Swift or because I even like this song
It's because I listened to it last night during our "Concert"
WARNING: Don't piss Staci off while she is in your car. She
finds all the artists and songs on your Ipod [that you "love"] 
and plays them loud and non-stop. So to you Staci.. 
thanks for the concert :)


New pic. I played the other night, with my camera, because I loved how my hair was acting. So if you visit my myspace check out my photos I have a ton, I know, but they are so much fun to look at :) good times. Last night Staci, Jessie [my sister] and I decided to take a trip to Pinson and check out the new Haunted House. Halls of Horror if you didn't know. I will dissect and give you my opinion of the lovely establishment in a moment but let me explain the drive [journey really] up there. So Staci asks If I want to go check out the new Halls of Horror and I agree... I go on the obscure website to get directions and while getting directions all the different map sites keep giving me these back road directions because it's the "quickest" way... They obviously have not been in the car with me on the interstate. So instead of looking at the map and making my own directions, so I can go interstate most of the way... I go with Google maps backwoods/backroad/scary drive thru Tarrant way. I'm not completely familiar with that area, I have been down that way several times but never driven. So I'm all nervous about the roads ahead I've never traveled in PO'dunkville Alabama. We stop at Cracker Barrel to eat I order blueberry pancakes and they are burnt :( and then I don't have butter :( and by the time she brings me butter they wont melt the butter [even bigger] :( I was not a happy camper but I ate what I could... It's just food I will live. So we get on the road and I'm still nervous. Ends up I kind of know where I'm going... Except for when we get into all the slight rights and slight lefts and the scary looking town. We make our last turn and start looking for the school/ haunted house and Staci is the first to spot the NON lit sign saying Halls of Horror. I turn down a NON lit road running beside the building and start to get a bit worried... like this might have been a bad decision, worried. I see a white tarp/tent thing coming off the building with a faint light inside and still no cars, no life forms, no real light. When we drive past the scary tent we finally see some guys on the other side of the building with traffic directing lights and flash lights... relief. So we park and walk up to the ticket booth... where and old lady sits with two older men, one who looks like he might not be all there in the head, who also turns out to be the guy who takes your ticket, takes you in and meets up with you at the end. Very odd man [with a taser]. There is one boy standing at the entrance door waiting to go in [oh and by the way we were freezing our balls off]. We start chatting making small talk and asking about certain haunted houses. When his group shows up, Four of them all with thick accents and very loud. They were at the port-a-potties and one girl announced how she had gotten "wet" while in there [meaning she peed on herself] and then asked the boy to feel. He declined, thankfully. The odd man came and lead them into the door. The three of us left behind to go in alone... weird. When it was our turn he took our tickets, lead us into this room and then turned out the lights... even more weird. We started out through the maze from hell... twists, turns and little kids in masks. At the beginning Staci fell and we had to turn around and go back for her... that was pretty funny. They had the suspense down... quality not so much, my opinion anyways. They had an outside portion that was pretty good. Had all the typical Halloween setups... Butcher, Clowns, Freddy, Chainsaws [galore], Zombies, Coffins and the Nuns. Many more they are just not coming to me. My issue was with it all being a maze and the most of it was created out of tarp and there would be times you couldn't figure out how get through because of the poor lighting. Artificial fog filled your lungs the entire time which made it really hard to catch a breath and kind of made your head hurt. When you got through to the end you really didn't know it was over because you enter into the scary looking kitchen, which btw happens to be the "concession" area. Where the very odd, and after all that very scary man from the beginning, greeted you. I stopped when I saw him and asked if it was over...lol. That's how we found out that it was indeed over and we were in the concession area... very odd. I give them mad props for it to be made by a ton of teens and a few parents but I probably wont do that one again. Sorry if I ruined it for the people wanting to go... but seriously don't let me stop you, go. When and If you get back we can compare notes. It turned out to be a fun night and I am glad I got to go to a haunted house this year... I missed out last year.

My boots came in. word. Thank you mister FedEx man :)

Oh my these are going to be great movies...I saw the trailers today :)
Oh and tickets are on sale for Twilight [midnight showing also]
Let the Right One In


grace and peace

Monday, October 27

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting..

Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind


Fall For You- Secondhand Serenade
great tune

360 view

The Details
The Art 

So I finished my room and promised pictures... So I'm delivering. Big thanks to my Jessie for playing Grey's Anatomy non-stop while I organized, folded and cleaned out my closet. Also big thanks to Jessie and Taylor for helping my haul stuff back in my room. Major props goes to Lacey for putting together the bookshelf I almost lite on fire because I couldn't figure out the directions. I am in love with how every thing turned out still got some kinks to work out and tape to take off the walls but its done and its home for now.

grace and peace :)

Friday, October 24

Halloween fun

Helped my sisters with their Decade day yesterday and Today was the Halloween dance. Decade day they decide they all wanted to be from either the 60's or 70's... so of course we raided my closet clothes. They all turned out so cute. Last night I curled Layne's hair in barrel and pin curls so she could be Marilyn Monroe for Halloween.. It turned out super cute. Jessie and Taylor were Ghetto/Crazy nurses... It was super funny this morning with their big hoop earrings, Affros, and attitudes. I will post pics of their Halloween costumes tomorrow... but Laynes are already up.

go see the rest on myspace or facebook

Monroe

Tuesday, October 21

'Twas a long time ago, longer now than it seems...

In a place that perhaps you've seen in your dreams.
For the story that you are about to be told
Began with the holiday worlds of old.

Now, you've probably wondered where holidays come from.
If you haven't, I'd say it's time you begun.
For holidays are the result of much fuss
And hard work for the worlds that create them for us.
Well, you see now, quite simply that's all that they do--
Making one unique holiday, especially for you.
But once, a calamity ever so great occurred
When two holidays met by mistake.

Entrance song to Nightmare Before Christmas
I love that movie and I have this stuck in my head :)

Here are some funny pumpkins to get you in the holiday spirit...lol
 









I love Halloween. 

Movies I watch during the holiday [and all year round]:
The Nightmare Before Christmas
The Halloween Tree [classic from my childhood]
Hocus Pocus [another classic]
Amittyville Horror [both]
Halloween
Dracula [the very first]
Blade [all]
Resident Evil [all]
Dawn of the Dead
Night of the Living Dead
Diary of the Dead [as of this year]
Salems Lot
Chainsaw Massacre [any and all]
Saw [all]
Shaun of the Dead
Van Helsing
Idle Hands
Harry Potter [all]
Underworld [both]
The Lost Boys
30 Days of Night [favorite vampire movie of all time]
Nightmare on Elm Street
Sixth Sense
Ghostbusters
Beetlejuice
The Shining [old]
Bram Stoker's Dracula
Fright Night
Interview with a Vampire
Mars Attack
The Addams Family
Any and all Hannibal Lectur movies
Joy Ride 
The Messengers
The Ring
The Exorcist
The Reaping
The Hills have Eyes [both]
Monster House [funny kid flick]
Sleepy Hollow
The Goonies [sisters favorite]
Hard Candy
The Glass House
The Mist [recent add]
The Butterfly Effect
The Jacket
28 Days Later [and the second]
Young Frankistein
Signs [just for laughs]
The Descent [recent add]

I have loads more this is all I could think on top of my head.

Happy Haunting...
carve/paint a pumpkin
dress up like you did when you were a kid
pull a prank in the office
hide in dark places and scare the poop out of your family
tell ghost stories
visit a "haunted" area near you
have a kick butt halloween party


Love

Monday, October 20

There's a place in the dark where the animals go

You can take off your skin in the cannibal glow
Juliet loves the beat and the lust it commands
Drop the dagger and lather the blood on your hands, Romeo
I've really been on a bender and it shows
So why don't you blow me
A kiss before she goes

Give me a shot to remember
And you can take all the pain away from me
Your kiss and I will surrender
The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead
A light to burn all the empires
So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
In love with all of these vampires
So you can leave like the sane, abandon me

Sharpest Lives-My Chemical Romance
fun song..

Im having too much fun with halloween this year... lol
My vampire teeth rock and Im working on the costume. Should be a ton of fun :) This weekend was relaxing and I had a blast everywhere I went. Friday I went to the movies, saw Sex Drive [funny, teen funny but funny nonetheless], snuck Taylor in with me [Is that bad?? the movie is dirty but she was gonna sneak in with some friends anyway and I didn't want to go by myself. It is bad, don't judge.] really I didn't "sneak" her in I just bought her a ticket. Slept till 11 on Saturday [I stayed up til 3 that was weird] then spent the day with Taylor out on the Ranch.. that was blast. We took A LOT of pictures. Played on the beach. Went off road. She chased a cow. I watched and laughed. Then we played with the goats [who are not nice btw]. Fun day. Sunday I slept til 1 [weird] and then went to Hannah [and Noelle's] softball game meet some more of Jenny's family and watched Hannah destroy some little girls with her pitching. It was funny watching Noelle, her attitude on the field is hilarious. I will have to go to more of their games... so much fun. Went costume shopping and then watched Trueblood with the parents. Very laid back weekend.

Chucky

Let me explain. When we first found the house it was trashed by the guys who owned it before us. Now keep in mind it was used as a Hunting lodge/cabin. Why the hell would this doll be down there... I mean in the woods deep woods. It was crazy... wells the guys made him a noose and hung him where he was dangling in your face once you walked up the stairs. It would scare the poop out of you. The other day we left and he was hanging. We came back the next day and he was on the other side of the porch in an old cabinet. Freaky stuff. Now he sits on the porch with knifes out of his hands. I call him Killer. The guys play with him and transform him, everytime I go down he is different. So funny.





Thursday, October 16

What I'm searching for...

to tell it straight, I'm trying to build a wall
Walking by myself
down avenues that reek of time to kill
If you see me keep going
be a pass by waver
Build me up, bring me down
just leave me out you name dropper
Stop trying to catch my eye
I see you good you forced faker
Just make it easy
You're my enemy you fast talker

I can say I hope it will be worth what I give up
If I could stand up mean for the things that I believe

LES Artistes- Santogold 
my jam today


Tonight is the Auction for Lesotho, Africa... Im totally stoked and Im posting pics of all the pieces you will see if you come. I did three and I wish I could of finished the 3 piece set I was working on...

"thank you" in Lesotho they say Kea Leboha also meaning thank you... 
16x20



"it's time" This one took forever to decide on landscape or portrait because the canvas is so big but I decided on landscape. This also my first time to do "landscape" art and the clouds were a first also. Totally fun to do. Things you may not notice right off... The Positive sign over his face. "Time For Change" is written beside the tree. and also the tree will be on canvas shopping bags at the auction [a design I came up with for them]
2footx4foot






"heart" the heart took forever to draw and was a mess but ended up being one of my favorites :)
Have Heart.
14x16








grace and peace
kea leboha