the time is here for being straight...

It´s not too early and never too late
People say I should watch my pace (What do they know?)
"Think how you spend all your days" (They all say so)
They´ll just have to wait and see (Wait, and see)
If things go right they´ll have to agree
Oh, what a world this life would be
Forget all your technicolour dreams
Forget modern nature
This is how it´s meant to be

modern nature- sondre lerche
if you've never heard of him
go search him out
amazing sound
great lyrics
most of dan in real life's soundtrack is him
absolutely refreshing.


so I haven't posted in a while
probably because my life has been turned upside down
but in good way... I am head over heals
with happiness
seriously its the weirdest thing ever
I used to be so cynical
and know only when I am around certain people
but only because the bring it out of me.
I love the simplicity of life sometimes
how easy it is to love and be loved
how easy it is to say no
how easy it is to maintain pure relationship
not saying you don't struggle or have to fight
but just that its so simple
it only takes believing and follow through
and I love having someone who listens to me
not just my words or my quirky stories
but listens to me and responds.
someone who is genuine.



so life is good.
I am good.
peace.

standing on a darkest day..

stumbling through the light
others have excuses
I have my reasons why...

reasons why- nickelcreek

I am broken
bent
tired
its been a rough
week
month
year
not ready for december
the last sucked
the weather describes my mood
today
rainy
dark
miserable
frigged
lord I need some stitching

ten cents up..

two bucks down...

spinnin' so hard I cant stand

shadow of a shadowy man

hold me up hold my hand.

bartering lines- ryan adams
first post on this blog
release

I am kendall
20
artist
at times insane
counselor
christ follower
cigs=weakness
laid back
at times down right bumish
charcoal is my new love
drive by art is in the works
I do photography
need a new camera
old and vintage surround me
black and white is classic
my dogs name is darcy
and yes it has meaning
pride and prejudice
mr. darcy
its my favorite book
I have to admit
harry potter is also a favorite
my nerd side kicks in sometimes
but all together
I am a hippie
I lay in my hammock
read
music is important
helps you breathe
vietnamese food is my favorite
anything natural
I go to the innerchange
its a cool joint
changed my life
made me realize I have purpose
beyond me
that I can be rescued
that life can be more
and god is truly amazing
I am beginning to grey early
I work for my dad
in an office
it hurts my soul
I sold out
I have incredible friends
no love life
ha
laughter is key
my attitude stinks at times
who's doesn't
I want to live in downtown birmingham
would love a loft/studio
happiness is important
music lyrics are lines written on heart
I am the oldest of 4 girls
lord they are a joy
I have an old soul
summer mae is my denny crane
she lives in atlanta
tear [come home whore]
joshua steven is my will
one of the greatest
loves of my life
staci marie is my hilary fae
she is great though
she keeps me straight (at times)
amanda is my risario
only kidding
she is my cigarette buddy
completely raw and straight up

zane is my new favorite
keeps me laughing
cathy is my rock
prayer is what gets us thru
mike is my preacher man
he is truly amazing and random
lee was my storyteller
he will truly be missed
the greatest rebel
ICY is my greatest struggle
but they keep me breathing
they are my calling
true passion

well that's just a tid bit about me
much love
kar