-My Narnia book [I have 2 chapters left and I cant move on until I read the end] I left at the church along with a copy of church keys [because every time I go to get a copy they have the machine closed down or broken or somebody who doesn't know how to do it]
-My heart to stop hurting
-To find a different way of living that works... I'm unhealthy right now
-Business to pick up and people to stop whining [spend money and pour back into the economy its the only way this is gonna get better]
-The Government to not come up with any more bogus bills to pass[MILLIONS going to global warming research...puh-lease... that just went into some schmoes pocket, maybe even Al Gore]
-The two men looking at my grandmothers house to back out
-My family to not be crazy
-My cat to stop scratching the crap out of me
-A reason not to leave
-A new camera
-Our very rich neighbor to purchase my dad's property for $5 mil
-Our very rich neighbor to make some kind of offer on the property
-The cute [very hippie] guy in the office to not be so dang cute and sweet
-Granola snack mix... I'm having a craving
-My ideas to become reality
-My creative dry spell to end... now.
-Strength. hope. love.
-Prayer
I'm being pulled in so many directions it's unreal. For the first time in a while I feel alive... which sounds dramatic but seriously I have felt so dry lately. Onevision has been a blast starting up and helping out with youth again is refreshing and eye opening. But God pulling, tugging on me and filling me up has been the only thing getting me through the days. Giving me hope. Teaching me patience. Healing my heart. Showing me freedom. He has loved on me through it all. My needs [above] are so small compared to the grand scheme of things and seem irrelevant but I thought I would share. Sometimes release is good.
I'm working on being open and ready for anything. I'm totally chasing the Wild Goose.
sleepless nights, drowning at the bar
when it comes to mind blood rushes to my head
like a sad song all along I’m the one who’s scared
the won who lost and a fool to pay the cost
I shoulda done my best &I shoulda loved you steady
but I'm learning as I go,
don’t you know there are days when it hurts so bad
everybody changes with a chance,
yeah but I’m learning as I go,
don’t you know there are days when it hurts so bad
everybody changes with a chance, and I came around.
I Came Around- Amie Miriello
grace and peace
