I wont regret saying this...

this thing that im saying
is it better than keeping my mouth shut,
that goes without saying
Call (call) break (break) it (it) off (off)
Call (call) break (break) my (my) own heart (heart)
maybe i would have been something you'd be good at
maybe you would have been something i'd be good at
but now we'll never know
i wont be sad but, incase i'll go there everyday 
to make myself feel bad, theres a chance i'll start to wonder if this was the thing to do
i wont be out long but i still think it better if
you take your time coming over here
i think thats for the best
Call (call) break (break) it (it) off (off)
Call (call) break (break) my (my)own heart (heart)
maybe i would have been something you'd be good at
maybe you would have been something i'd be good at 
but now we'll never know
i wont be sad but, incase ill go there everyday
dont make myself feel bad theres a chance ill start to wonder if this was the thing to
ill start to wonder if this was the thing to do.

Call it off- Tegan and Sara

I love them

the end

"and the lion fell in love with the lamb"

"what a stupid lamb"

"what a sick masochistic lion"

-twilight

I finished the twilight saga this past week. I have to say wow Im in love with a romantic/vampire series. I feel like my girl side is kicking in way too much these days... As a whole the series was great. Stephanie Meyer is an outstanding writer and kept my interest through the entire thing, so kudos. Her twists on vampires and their legends were different but I was truly impressed with the planning and how thought out it really was. She covered everything and stayed true to the myths a little so it was good. The characters were awesome and her attention to detail was delightful to read. I think I will prefer the story in Edward's view [Midnight Sun] but getting inside a girls head was fun for a change. I usually stay clear off girls points of view books besides the classics like Jane Austen... but overall it wasn't bad and I was on Bella's level in several areas. Attitude. Sarcasism. View on relationships and worldview. So outstanding books, if you are a girl and you are looking for a good read I suggest you dive into them. 

My life has been pretty plain these days... I have been hanging out with my mom a lot recently. My cousins have been over nonstop and I have to say I am enjoying Amy's company. I have this huge pull to help her... Her mother [my aunt] passed away 2 years ago with lung cancer and she really hasn't asked for any help ever. We were over at her house saturday moving in some furniture and checking everything out for her. She doesn't have a table in here kitchen to eat on and her Ac is messed up... I gave my Radio/CD player a few months ago because she is at the house a lot and doesn't have a TV or a radio so I gave it to her and burned a ton of CD's for her. She is renting a trailer from our great uncle [I think, he is related somehow] and he won't do maintinance on it because there is some bickering going on between family members. SELFISH bull is what Im going to call it for now. Anyways Im going today to buy her a table and chairs for her house.. I found a 5 piece set at Walmart that was pretty cute and only $99. So that will be taking care of and Im doing some research on Ac's and going to help her fix and disquess it so its not an eye sore.. random just so know.

Im in love with the new Camaro and want one now. So Im saving and Im gonna ride my Element into the ground then purchase one of those.. I think.. its still in my thought processor and I may just stick to my original plan and go with the new Element... Still trying to justify getting a fast, not really safe, but oh so gorgeous car. One can dream. 

My great aunt sent me some of my great grandmothers things... that was a tear jerker. I have this really cool coin ring that fits.. craziness and she gave me this awesome watch necklace very old school and very pretty. Its really cool to have a piece of her history and past. My Aunt wrote down this letter explaining each piece and who gave it to my grandmother and why. So sweet and so cool. 

grace and peace