The pathway is broken

And The signs are unclear
And I don't know the reason why You brought me here
But just because You love me the way that You do
I'm gonna walk through the valley
If You want me to

Cause I'm not who I was
When I took my first step
And I'm clinging to the promise You're not through with me yet
so if all of these trials bring me closer to you
Then I will go through the fire
If You want me to

If You want me to- Ginny Owens
great sound great voice
I'm not a big Christer music fan
but I am a fan of good tunes
this is good

My days have been passing by weird... they are either too fast or they pass by slow and I don't want the day to end. Its sort of a bittersweet feeling... not sure if I like it just yet. My sleep patterns are back to being weird... I have conditioned myself to going on lite sleep. Which tends to catch up with me and who knew this week was the week it would. Monday was the beginning of my "I'm changing the way I eat and how much I eat and I'm getting in shape." So I started out good with my water and getting up early and eating smaller portions. I didn't really change much of what I ate just the amount. Ended the day with learning to play Wii... which if you haven't played one yet do it. I loved it. Getting used to playing took a second but after that I couldn't stop.. It is my new crack. Good times. The next morning, however, was not pleasant. My right side of my body was screaming.. lol. So I decided to go to Taebo workout night with my cousin... I was asking for a butt whooping I guess. But seriously I enjoyed it.. loved the challenge and the workout went by super fast. 30 minutes but it seemed like 10. I need some new sneakers.. got to work on that this weekend. This morning was difficult to get up but I did and I have done stretches all day. I have decided I really hate water... and I go through this every time I switch from drinking sodas. For about a week I bitch about it then I end up loving it. So this is my week.. watch out. I am drinking 1 sprite a day for a week until I work my way out of sodas. YAY! I have created this new playlist on my itunes. Its a working progress but its coming along quite well. I have been unsatisfied musically so I'm building my own list to hold me over for a while. So far it has some of the greats like Etta James, Eric Clapton, Diana Ross mixed in with some newbys like A Fine Frenzy, Ingred Michaelson, and The Be Good Tanyas. Along with some of my all time favorites The Donnas and Ben Lee. It has been fun playing with the sounds and making something pretty sweet so far. Today, beside the upper half of my body being in pain, has been a good day. I'm ready for the weekend.. Sunday is going to be fun and interesting. lol.

I'm gonna walk through the valley.

merl