I woke up today..

And my feet were where my head should have been
And now everything has been backwards from here to then

Yeah I woke up singing...
Didn't you know this was only a dream
And everything is another false awakening
And you would only forget what you perceive to be
We all so different...

Diffusive Dreaming- The Jealous Girlfriends
amazing group... you should look them up
I just added my favorite song to my profile on myspace
go listen.. there is a link to the right :)


Bought some new shades today... they cost me a whole $3. I love being cheap. So yesterday I woke up with crazy chest pains almost like a heart attack but it was cool. I think it was nerves.. yesterday was one of those days where I had to sit down with people and have a hard conversation. It was my time to move on in ministry and I had to pass the message on to my fellow leaders. People who had been deep rooted in my life for 5 going on 6 years. But after talking and praying it ended peacefully. I love them all so much but when its time its time. So I'm ready for the next step... I am going to immerse it in prayer. Whatever it may be. Whatever path or place God puts me... New chapters are good.

Today is beautiful. The weather. The sky. The breeze. The music going on outside. So something you should know about me... I hate birds in cages in someones home. Its just weird and all the ones I have encounters with end up hurting me or being crazy. But I absolutely love listening to them [by them I mean the ones in their natural habitat] .. early in the morning.. or late afternoon laying in my hammock. Love it... today they are rockin out. Staci introduced me to this website yesterday you should all check it out. Things I have learned in my lifetime. So far I have posted 3 sentences but its pretty rad. Go check it out set up an account and post things you have learned I am totally not done but so far its been fun to put it out there for others. I love reading all the entries.. some people are so creative.

[we all stand there looking
not one word spoken as the gun smoke lifts
my ears ringing, heart pounding
hands shaking as the metal shifts
its the last time I will continue on without speaking
without breathing truth..]

14 Do everything without grumbling or arguing, 15 so that you may become blameless and pure, “children of God without fault in a warped and crooked generation.” [c] Then you will shine among them like stars in the sky 16 as you hold firmly to the word of life. And then I will be able to boast on the day of Christ that I did not run or labor in vain. 17 But even if I am being poured out like a drink offering on the sacrifice and service coming from your faith, I am glad and rejoice with all of you. 18 So you too should be glad and rejoice with me.

Philippians 2:14-18

truth.



grace and peace
merl