Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy

I thought you'd want the same for me

A Fine Frenzy

Did I make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life.

I cant sleep. My head is spinning. No one is at my house and I am finally feel lonely. I don't understand people wanting to live alone... I want me time but dang every morning every night... alone. Insanity. I went to a bridal/groom party today and I have to confess that was depressing. Not that I didn't love the company and enjoy getting to see some old friends... it was just rough. I pride myself on being an easy person. Easy to get along with. Easy to buy for. Easy to love. Easy to convince. I think I failed when I said "I pride myself"... Im starting to learn Im not so easy Im a rather complex being. I just bow down and make it easy for people...Im also learning I am tired of being easy for people. 

Im really not tired and that my dear is frustrating. 

Brenda Lee is one of my favorite classic artists... Break it to me gently is my favorite.

The love we shared... for oh so long
is such a big part of me.
If you must take... your love away
take it gradually.

And break it... to me gently
Give me time... oh give me a little time to ease the pain
If you must go... then go slowly
Cos I'll never... love again

If you must take... your love away
Take it gradually..