When I realize I was acting all wrong
So selfish, two words that could describe
Old actions of mine when patience is in short supply
We don't need to say goodbye
We don't need to fight and cry
Oh we, we could hold each other tight
Tonight
We're so helpless
We're slaves to our own forces
We're afraid of our emotions
I usually love the rain.. the grey scale that wraps around us. The vibrant greens from the trees, grass and nature. There is something very cleansing about the rain... It gives life, renewal, and hope. I was on my way to see Hellboy 2 tonight, on the way I was deep in thought and wrestling with some things. I'm technically a good driver.. safe most of time.. I just like to drive fast at times. Tonight I wasn't driving fast and was very aware of my surroundings. It was raining of course I was paying attention and watching everyone and everything. Full control. Until I turned into the middle entrance of Patton Creek. My back end started to swing around and my car was on 2 wheels.. If you didn't know I drive a boxcar so its got all kinds of warnings about flipping and driving fast. Well I stopped it from flipping but my car continued to spin I did a complete 360 and then some... It's a miracle it wasn't that busy and no one was coming in the entrance I could of been hit hard. When the car stopped I was facing Sumo. Untouched by cars, road or the brick wall. My heart was racing and my hands shaking. My parents are out of town if something would of happened.. geez. I had about 20 scenarios in my head in seconds. I used to be a crazy risk taker when I was younger and had a smaller car. I would drive way to fast and hit the E-brake all the time... I played way too hard in cars. I was awaken to a whole lot of things this evening and I am so grateful for life and love. For YHWH. For breathe and spirit. For a lot of things.
Tonight
We're so helpless
We're slaves to our own forces
We're afraid of our emotions
So Sorry- Feist
I apologize way too much
sign of weakness
I'm breaking the habit
I usually love the rain.. the grey scale that wraps around us. The vibrant greens from the trees, grass and nature. There is something very cleansing about the rain... It gives life, renewal, and hope. I was on my way to see Hellboy 2 tonight, on the way I was deep in thought and wrestling with some things. I'm technically a good driver.. safe most of time.. I just like to drive fast at times. Tonight I wasn't driving fast and was very aware of my surroundings. It was raining of course I was paying attention and watching everyone and everything. Full control. Until I turned into the middle entrance of Patton Creek. My back end started to swing around and my car was on 2 wheels.. If you didn't know I drive a boxcar so its got all kinds of warnings about flipping and driving fast. Well I stopped it from flipping but my car continued to spin I did a complete 360 and then some... It's a miracle it wasn't that busy and no one was coming in the entrance I could of been hit hard. When the car stopped I was facing Sumo. Untouched by cars, road or the brick wall. My heart was racing and my hands shaking. My parents are out of town if something would of happened.. geez. I had about 20 scenarios in my head in seconds. I used to be a crazy risk taker when I was younger and had a smaller car. I would drive way to fast and hit the E-brake all the time... I played way too hard in cars. I was awaken to a whole lot of things this evening and I am so grateful for life and love. For YHWH. For breathe and spirit. For a lot of things. If I haven't told you recently I love you.. know that I do.
[I realize this is a horrible way to do it.. go with it.]
If you could hear I would scream it.
Im sorry, two words
I always think after you are gone
grace and peace my loves
kendall
2 comments:
goodness... you almost made my heart stop. for the love. i'm so thankful that you were not hurt and i want you to know if you EVER need anyone - please call me because I would be there for you in an instant.
thank you for being a friend. love you tons.
Thanks girl.
:)
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