You’ve got the best of both worlds

You're the kind of girl who can take down a man,

And lift him back up again

You are strong but you're needy,

Humble but you're greedy

Based on your body language,

Your shouted cursive I've been reading 

You're style is quite selective,

Though your mind is rather reckless

Well I guess it just suggests

That is just what happiness is

Hey. what a beautiful mess this is

It's like picking up trash in dresses

A Beautiful Mess- Jason Mraz

new album 

go listen

great great sound 

This picture was taken a long time ago. First road trip with Joey to Pensacola... good stuff. Today marks 7 months of real love. laughter. growth. fun. joy. thought. sweet moments. flowers. long talks. nights. sunrises. sunsets. details. family. road trips. sushi. learning. decisions. choices. churches. writings. music. drawings. lyrics. realizing a lot.

My flowers from thursday. So pretty... Thank you babe. This morning I had the first bad Arby's biscuit... The world isn't right for some reason. Yesterday was a rough day. emotionally. thoughtfully. Just an off day. My mouth tends to get me in trouble and it did. I hurt and confuse sometimes. Not intentionally it just happens I need to work on it. Work on shutting my mouth and not using touchy subjects as an excuse for a laugh. Last night after every one left the house I sat in the dark and just sat still for a while. I cried. It was a good cry and needed cry. I hate doing it but sometimes my girl kicks in and I just need to be still and cry. I hate the thought of disappointing the ones I love. So far three people can make me cry.. my dad is one. The sound of disappointment in his voice hurts my soul. 

My glasses should be coming in soon. Im super pumped about them... Oh and I get my chest piece started thursday. That I am super nervous about.. Not about getting it but the pain is a big factor. I keep looking and researching and there are people who have tattoos all over there body and out of 10 the chest was a 10 and the worst. Scary but exciting. Wish me luck.. :) 

thoughts today: 

Apple juice is a childhood favorite

I love it

My computer is boss

Apple.

Cry... its good for you.

grace and peace 

merl